I wonder if ill ever get my friends back.

This weekend was fun. It snowed for the first time last week. Ive always hated snow, but for some reason i enjoyed it. I really did. So lately i have a bad habit of flirting to much. It needs to be worked on. Me and my boy are one month on friday, that is asuming we make it till then. Poms is starting up again. I like it. Joy all around. I miss ( Read more... )

Im feeling better now. muchh better now.

Ive always poked fun at the girl that had exactly what they wanted but wasnt satisfied anyway. I always laughed at the girl that was sad she had to choose between two boys. I never realized how complicated emotions can be. And now im left and I feel all alone. Ive dont think ive ever been as unhappy as I am right now. I mean Ive been sad, but this ( Read more... )

The truth is I have no clue what Im doing//What I want//Why I want it//And how im gonna let everything go ( Read more... )

"Its halloween, Time to be Jolly! Ohh wait, thats chirstmas."
~Kelsey Lauren Ransdell

Happy Halloween everyone//i hope you got more candy than I did!<3

I feel scared. But Good. I hope everything turns out right. <3

ELPHABA
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy, too
I hope you're proud how you
Would grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition

BOTH
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy right now

GLINDA
(spoken) Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry:
(sung) You can still be with the Wizard
What you've worked and waited for
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IM JUST SO DESPERATE AND SO DAMN JEALOUS. REMIND ME FROM NOW ON. TO BE A SLUT && BE OUT GOING && TO BE A LOSER && PRETEND I AM BEING MYSELF. I NEED ATTETION. I NEED TO BE HAPPY. && ITS NOT LIKE I HAVENT TRIED ( Read more... )

So basically I wish somebody loved me. I mean like selfless unstoppable love, or at least like. All my friends have had a relationship before. but not me. I stuck. I thought highschool would have oppurtunities, but i was so wrong. Im just like- remarkably lonely. And i wanna know.. whats wrong with me? why dont guys like me? I mean how is possible ( Read more... )