I wish i could figure out my life. I wish I could figure out boys. I learned so many lessons in the last two years that i dont even know where to begin ( Read more... )

Well i decided i wanted to earse all my old memories and replace them with new ones.. i want to delete half the stuff on her about carl but im not because it is something to remind me where i once was and somewhere i never want to go back to ( Read more... )

The last week has been nothing but stress and bullshit.. all my midterms i know i did horrible on .. wateva i give up on school ( Read more... )

Ok so yea all i keep doing is spending more, sleepin and eatin..

school has been shit and at this point i dont care anymore..

i got this cute plaid pea cute from american eagle that i love and i got black uggs .. finally something i wanted ..

its done...

Im not to fond about going back and regrettin anything but i can honestly say i regret carl gettin a job at royal crown .. i wish that one day we didnt go and eat there and i didnt tell him 2 talk 2 the manager about gettin a job .. i wish he was sittin working at met .. seeing his face knock on the door everytime he came in with one foot on the ( Read more... )

I have so much anxiety that is it really bad at this point ( Read more... )

ok so yea i think im offically ignored by my mom .. everytime i try and talk 2 her it is always like shhh come on shan ..like wtf did i do.. it is so stressful .. i really cant wait until i get out of this shit hole and im doing so much better than everyone in this house and i want them 2 come 2 me and im gonan be like .. oooo so now u wanna listen ( Read more... )

Today on the train some man tryin 2 sell the street talk paper said when you think you have to bad someone else out there has it worst ( Read more... )

After yesterday i think that life is going to be making some big changes ( Read more... )