Came in from a rainy Thursday ( Read more... )

"I always thought you'd be there for me ( Read more... )

Im ready to say goodbye to it all ( Read more... )

This weekend sucked....alot actually, My dad was all fucked up, I had to carry him out of the house and take him to the hospitol, and then he ended up gettin pissed and the cops had to be called. Now hes going to detox, hope he makes it out ( Read more... )

Yeah all I have to say is I better be able to go home tomorrow....or Ill be PISSED!!!!!!!!

Lake effect snow sucks ass

On a better note, I went to the barn tonight to visit coach and there was 2 babies born!!!!!!

YAY! They were so cute....

SNOW TURNING TO RAIN IN 5 SECONDS IS GAY!!!!!! ::INSERT ANGRY FACE::

My best friend jenn said something fantastic today, "Valentines day should be renamed Singles Awareness day" Yes!!! I completely agree Jenn!! SO In conclusion, Valentines day can suck my balls I dont need it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive come to rhe realization that the biggest brunt of my problem is my father, if I could only go back to the days when he cared...when everything I did made him proud. I feel like I have no support, like theres no one there thats proud of me, no matter what. I just want my dad back, I want the person who used to be there for me, for whatever I ( Read more... )

I just had a long talk with Cheryl and I actually am starting to feel better. Im fully aware that shit happens, friends will stab you in the back, boys come and go, but in the end life goes on. What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger right? I know she can relate to where Im coming from to, she grew up the same way I did, and seems to have gone ( Read more... )

Im still sad, but Im trying to move on, its so hard to do considering that there is no one here who really knows me, the real me, there isnt really anyone back home who does either, so I guess Im stuck here in a whole, no one to talk to and no one to listen and understand. Its hard to feel like this, I feel like the people here who know me the best ( Read more... )