Now I know why I didnt want to move into the dorms, everyone sucks with the exception of a select few...you know who u are....but I Guess when u think u can trust someone you just cant, and everyones always in it for themselves. I feel like theres no one to talk to, and I hate that feeling. Im always there for everyone, but when I need someone to ( Read more... )

20 years old today and this has been the worst birthday ever..

Chris ruined it
My father ruined it

Hopefully things will cheer me up later....Jeremy came by and beat me up...that amused me.....

Now it looks like a long week here in Morrisville....

I feel like Ive been used...again. He said hed never do this to me and 2 days after he was already seeing another girl. He even ditched me on my birthday.....we were supposed to do something this weekend, I didnt even care what....and he ditched me right to my face. And whats worse, he couldnt even tell me that he was seeing someone when I talked ( Read more... )

Birthday countdown begins.....3 days.....yay!!! Meanwhile, CHris had court today, and cheryl told me things went really good....hes as good as aquitted...of coarse it would have been really nice to hear it from him since i havent heard from him since friday!!! I cant believe this is happening again, he promised he wouldnt do this to me...guess he ( Read more... )

Im so bored....this place is so boring...there is never anything to do, there is a party at the girls house tonight but I hate theyre parties so Im not gonna go. I didnt do anything exciting today ( Read more... )

I just got here and already I want to go home.........

Yup...its offical...Im definetly a whore....haha jk.... But I did see 2 different guys this weekend....one knows about the other one but the other one has no idea.....oooopps...but you know thats what happens when you dont make things exciting....not that it wasnt good...but it was a just a little wierd....

I know Ive said I miss him and I know I really like him, but for some reason now that Friday is here, Im not sure about whats supposed to happen........I want to, but something is telling me I shouldnt....I dont know, after getting off the phone with him, it seems as though I got what I want, but for some reason, Im not sure if I want it now.....I ( Read more... )

Yeah so last night was crazyness....all I have to say is there was whipped cream, handcuffs, wifeys boobs, becca and kenny...and dan later than night to...So apparently Im whoring out the girls now hahahaha...Im a P I M P.... :)So if anyones interested...let me know...Just kidding!!! Theres a sign up list lol ( Read more... )

Yeah so chris finally got around to calling me...I understand hes busy and stuff...I really do..but whatever I guess. We made plans to hang out when I come home on friday...guess I have to stop at the store ::wink wink:: Hes excited about it...I just hope it doesnt change anything.....none the less I cant wait to see him on friday :)