girls are fuckin' dumb. that's all there is to it. i mean you'd think they'd have better things to do with their time, but nope, they don't... makes me kind of ashamed to be one... what can ya do? that's all...

i get so pissed off sometimes... that's really an understatement. christmas eve was perfect it seemed like. pat was here, my brother, jimmy showed up a day early so patrick got to meet him, and amazingly enough, jimmy liked him... this makes me very happy. plus, patrick settled all that jay and fain shit with lee, in a good way at that. but then he ( Read more... )

the subject obviously came from my drunk amigo lee. he was singing about my chihuahua at the time, but that's completely off the subject, seeing that we were also discussing spam at the time... but before that we had a semi-meaningful conversation about what we would do with $290,000,000. since neither of us could fathom such a number, we felt it ( Read more... )

i finally got to talk to jesse friday night. i missed him a great deal. shastina doesn't want me talking to him anymore, but that's like him asking me not to talk to her. they are equivelant in my eyes and i can't do it. he's all i've got left sometimes and i just wish they'd let it be. on another note, patrick and i amaze me sometimes... we fought ( Read more... )

alot has been happening lately. i recieved a letter in the mail last week from cambridge university in england. it seems they looked into my transcripts and they want me to attend their university for a few weeks this summer. while there i would take 3 classes, two of my choice (out of 75!) that would go toward college credit and i would tour ( Read more... )

so... it's been a long day, and way too short a weekend. i was at the school for a long time earlier... way too long. i had to take EIGHT finals, and that was the last thing i wanted to do, anyday. the good news is, i'm pretty sure i aced them all(knocking on wood) about this weekend. patrick managed, without knowing of my insecurities, to erase ( Read more... )

so it seems i'm starting to frighten myself quite a bit. yeah, me, I'M scared. i got my hair cut yesterday and the whole time i was thinking, "i hope pat likes it" and then, since i got it cut shorter in the front, i was like "oh god, he's not going to like it" and then when i talked to him he was being all weird. today, i decided i just needed to ( Read more... )

it's like one o'clock in the morning and i'm waiting for the quizno's uniform to finish washing... procrastination is a silly little thing. it's a mere 4 hours before i will be "waking up" again to start over again. i guess everyday is starting over though. i don't actually have to open the store up until 10 but in order to have a ride, i have to ( Read more... )

so about this life thing. i've decided that all these people who spend all their time trying to figure it out are a bunch of jackasses. i'm sure that sounds harsh, but i'm pretty sure i really don't care. what can you do? i mean, noone's ever going to really figure out the meaning of life, and even if they think they have, who's to say if what they ( Read more... )

So, this would be number two. don't be alarmed, the subject is just part of a song. since i last wrote, an entire weekend has passed and i feel the need to tell everyone not reading this about it... friday, i got off work for the first time ever on time, meaning 3 o'clock, as opposed to the one or two hours i work overtime everyday. i, knowing that ( Read more... )