ok i am almost 30 years old and guy's still play the same fucking gmaes as they alway did . only this time it is being played on me not with me ands i am so not use to that.. i am the girl that you were left for i am never the girl that is left for some one ..or i was not i guess it was bound to happen but i am so not use to that. i just dont get ( Read more... )

ok so i have no job and no life.i am so stressed out with the kids i could kill them and my exhusband is aliying losser from hell how has fucked with me for the last time. i am not going to sitt around any more eating shitfrom people and letting them walk all over me nor am i going to clean up after evey one any more if i fix any thing this time ( Read more... )

so tell me this does not top my suck as life ... i finally think my car is OK so i drive it to work not issues at all. then after having a suck day at work i go to go home and my car will not start not even try to start. so after 2 hrs i find cables for a jump. my cell phone dies i have no car charger and as soon as i hit the hi-way all of my dash ( Read more... )

well i guess i am going to have to make this man go away faster than i thought . he just does not get it .. so if he is such an adult that he can do what ever he wishes so am iand as the adult i do not have to be married to some one i dont like or so one that has changed in to somthing i hate. so if he does not have to change theni dont have to ( Read more... )

Well, its been 4 weeks since I had the baby and I am do back to work soon. Not that I feel like going and leaving new little Stephen Allan Jones. IM kind sad over it. but seeing as i am dead broke and all my credit is Max i guess i have to go back. of course if i had help and did not have to do it all o my own maybe it would have been esyer but no ( Read more... )

well i never thought it would be this bad. i never thought a DR. would give me so many med my body would not be able to deal with out them . so i figured it been about six years ill be ok i can deal .. ya its like reliving the hole thing all over ageain ... i was not i a coma i know she is gone so why are the felling and the night meares back ... i ( Read more... )

well same old shit aorund hear but it has been some time so i stoped in to say hello... so ola .... its been like 2 month's and my mother in law is not back i think i got her out for good ... so what if she is scared to call the house and will not come well im home. works fir me !!! well since i have been working or sleeping when al calls me foe ( Read more... )

same shit diffrent day .... allthough..... we did get food with al to day witch was good i miss are sunday food date .. but seeing as i cant get to sleep before 3 am i kinda sleep the day away know and i just dont have it in me to do any thing any more .. and i cant stand not knowing how im going to pay the bills or when the ot runs out at work ( Read more... )

well were to start i allready posted about my mother in law issues but she was not the only one i got reed of to day ..... chris was all upset and nerves and all about to day and all the calls from his aunt mom and dad .. and we did not have a baby sitter and all he was looking to go to D's house to play and after hearing it for so long and the ( Read more... )

so remember whe i said i could not deal ant more with chirs mother... well she did it allover .. so i leave wrok on friday cuss i know know i have an ulsa thingy and all the coffy and soda i was drinking to WAKE UP . that my body was not used to made me sick to my belly and well i did not hold till i made it out of the bulding ...i told kim ( Read more... )