Today I found out that someone in our department at work passed away last night. I know that this was for the best because she was in so much pain, but she will be missedc greatly by all.

R.I.P Lorrie Ryan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY JESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I made the sad mistake of falling in love with my best friend and thinking that I could handle a relationship based purely on physical needs. Or was the bigger mistake thinking that he was my best friend in the first place? After today it was shown how much he truly cares about me; not at all! Today I was ditched, blowed off, neglected, and ( Read more... )

Wow I can't believe how much I haven't seen some of my old pals from ptl. Like Megan for instance. I so saw her more at school than I do at home. Grr... I wanted to get together and do something with her but she had to work. She was all like "Geez I must be popular or something, Derek called and wanted me to go to Cedar Point with him." Good ole ( Read more... )

Wow it feels like I haven't updated in forever, prolly cause I haven't. Hmm...nothing huge lately. Working and hanging our with my girls that's about it ( Read more... )

In the dark all alone
A fragile girl
Without a home
No one to love
No one to hold
A test of time
Her soul grows old

A father's hate
Her lover's hand
No one knew
The pain she had

The time passed on
The darkness fell
The bruises faded
But not her living hell

In the end the darkness fell
And all they heard was
What a fragile girl

Ahh I am pleased to say that this will not be another disappointed, angry, or spiteful journal. This one is purely based on the fact that I am doing okay ( Read more... )

Wow I am a bitch! Taking my shit out on the wrong people. Just feeling frustrated and rejected by a certain boy and Jess took the bront of my aggression. Sorry Jess! I know you would never intentionally leave me out. Grr...damn boy! Why can't I get him off my mind. He is screwing with my mind for sure!

Why can't people in this world just be up front?!?

Grr...a lil angry now, but it's okay.

Just going to go work and forget about my troubles.

P.S. I hate fake people!

Here's the updated schedule as it stands ( Read more... )