Well, it looks like I fucked up AGAIN.

wow.. Sometimes I dont understand you, and now I dont know if I want to. Have a good life, leave me alone.

-Shann

I think my body is shutting down. It hurts... a lot. I think my mind is shutting down faster.

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So Christina is going to Portland... DAMN YOU!!! hurry back damnit. I finally did the almighty "project" this morning. I think it went decent. Dunno though... Other than that, life is pretty plain these days.

I have a project to do.... I need Christina's help.

yes.... tonight I was a dick. Dunno why, just was. I want you to know it was nothing towards you at all. You mean the world to me and I didn't mean to make you sad. call me in the morning, my phone might be turned off, if it is, i'll call you.

<3 shann

ya.... thinks have been pretty much a complete waste of life ( Read more... )

I have friends that mean the world to me, they don't know how much I appreciate them. they show me who I really am, and actually make me feel really good about it ( Read more... )

Fresno fuckin sucked. little kids DO NOT need to put on shows, it does nothing for them but look like idiots.

wednesday we go into record! im fuckin stoked!!! I have a feeling that a lot of people are going to hate me after we release this demo.

text messages at 4 Am fuckin own, i dunno why.