soo the bday is over. thanks to everyone who called and left me messages and whatnot, made my life. kinda sad. this is going to sound ridiculous, but it wasnt that great...last night was fun because i was wasted but no one else really drank so that was lame and i just wanted to go out with everyone and have a good time and we couldnt even do ( Read more... )

haha me and my love have been getting reaquainted the past few hours. oh how i have missed thee for the past 3 weeks ( Read more... )

okay so heres the quick and edited version of whats been going on in my life lately ( Read more... )

im so miserable ( Read more... )

vinnie's flight leaves in like 2 hours...right now him and dj are bringing the mattress back into his room. it doesnt feel real. as excited as i am for school, i am completely unprepared. so far i have packed my couch and my rug. and apparently im supposed to be moving in tomorrow..and my room is a complete disaster area. so basically these ( Read more... )

quick little schedule update ( Read more... )

i feel like every night i try to look good i end up feeling worse than ever. once again i fucking got ready to go out after doing nothing all day and here i am at 9 sitting on my ass realizing just how fat and disgusting i am. every attempt i make at trying to look pretty makes me feel shittier. im a fucking lazy piece of fat shit. literally ( Read more... )

had the day off today.  it was spectacular.
ended up sleeping over vins last night, so waking up today was actually enjoyable.
finished my book.  jenna was right.  amazing sex scenes...worth putting up with vampire fantasies.
did a decent job putting my clothes away and cleaning my room.  then i heard a crash. looked over and my closet looked like ( Read more... )

my room is hot and my stomach is bothering me ( Read more... )

working in an hour ( Read more... )