I need to start with a new journal. Maybe use an entirely different blog site. Too many memories that I rather not be reminded of.

I feel so disgusting because I feel like I've gained so much weight in the past few months. Someone give me some pills or something. I'm starving myself starting tomorrow.

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i dont check my voicemails alot but i just got the ones you left me. for your information the only times i have called bentley is when i was calling him back. whether he deletes his outgoing calls or what that is his business and it should be yours. after i had talked to you before i just figure lose a friendship than screw up yalls relationship. ( Read more... )

so one of my bestfriends is pregnant and im so excited that it feels like im the one having the baby :) bentley keeps making hints about an engagement ring.. i thought i was getting it after bootcamp but it may be sooner?! idk but i want it! and i want it nowwwwww

so now you dont have to leave for bootcamp until january, which makes me happy that i get to spend the holidays with you. but at the same time i wish you were leaving next week so you could get away from your stupid fucking friends for 3 months and then youd get stationed somewhere and wouldnt be able to see them for along time. i just want you to ( Read more... )

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT MAC ON THURSDAY!
I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT MAC ON THURSDAY!
I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT MAC ON THURSDAY!
FINALLY, AFTER A YEAR OF APPLYING AND WAITING!

this is seriously my dream job and if i fuck it up i will kill myself, you dont even know.

I'm so behind in homework. Actually, I take that back. I'm not behind, I just have SO much of it that I feel like I'm behind and it's too much for me to handle ):

the lovely scale says i've put on a few pounds. where these pounds came from, i honestly dont know. i havent eaten or done anything different. so i hope this doesnt mean my ego is preggo hahah guess we will find out in a few days!