alot has gone on lately. ive been with branden most of the week and saw bo, aaron.. met some new people. probably the most refreshing thing to happen in a while. hm today i went to brandens and we watched requiem for a dream. everytime i watch it.. it gets weirder and weirder hahah ( Read more... )

tonight was one of the worse nights of my life and i dont think ive ever been so scared for myself and my friends. this is another reason to remind myself why i dont go to parties and get fucked up.

the past few days have been superrrr good :D minus work being kinda gay.
shaka had a sex party tonight, lots of interesting toys hahaha. ew, my tattoo is peeling and its gross.

oh if you only knew what happened last night.
sucks that im still mentally attached 99%

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I wish you'd tell me everything going on. I wish you'd let me in and stop shutting the door in my face. I wish you'd open up and confide to me like I confide to you. I wish everything was OK. I wish you wouldn't put me through this anymore. I wish I could hate you.. but I wish you the best and hope you get over what's bothering you and figure out ( Read more... )

one year on wednesday. other than that im really stoked to go to cali with tyler in 3 weeks :D

uhhh i went to bar norfolk tonight. it would have been alot more fun if i wasnt with certain people.. or ran into certain people..

anyways the highlight of the night was when this huge black lady was dancing on the bar infront of this oldddddd man and they started making out. oh and chris richardson from american idol was there.

wow i havent written in this in such a long time. well since then, kita and i have gotten back together.. i missed my cosmo exam by 6 minutes and have to retake it next month. i might be going back home to Cali in OCT with tyler for her 18th bday :D. i hope i can go but its cutting it really close to my test and well, thats way important. work is ( Read more... )

i just lost everything and the one person that meant the entire world to me.