got home from chris' about an hour and a half ago. doing some way overdue laundry. and finally plucked my damn eyebrows.

boyfriend is about to call. as for tomorrow maybe a couple more apps. then to moval. <3

xoxo, jesey

tonight my heart melted. i truely am beginning to believe he is the one.

painted my nieces room. ate pizza. and now to a shower and to my baby's house. =)

I WANT: to be with chris
I HAVE: a bad case of an overdose
I WISH: i lived in moval
I MISS: chris every minute
I FEAR: never getting to be back in moval
I HEAR: nickelback
I WONDER: how long these 3 months will be
I REGRET: overdosing tonight                                                                                                                    ( Read more... )

i hate my life. nothing is good right now. i can't see my baby everyday and its killing me. i cant be in moval all the time anymore. i have none of my friends out here and i hate it. now more than ever i just want to cut. i hate this. i have to find a way back to moval. 3 months and 1 day until i am 18. will i last?...

im in riverside right now at werk.. yes i got the job offered back to me. and i now mostly live at chris' house. which i dont mind. + me him and starla have gotten way closer. its awesome. man i can't wait to get home! chris has something i need now har har.

that is all.

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happy 2 months and 2 weeks to us! ( as of yesterday )

so yeah ( Read more... )

yeah i havn't been to keen on updating latley. i dont really give a shit about the online life anymore. been in moval since last wednesday. went out to 29 palms that night and hung out for a couple days and then spent the rest of the time at chris'. got back earlier today...got an oil change cause one of chris' wonderful friends tried to fix it, ( Read more... )

shit grrrh rawr.

okay, hmm i live in hemet now. i hate this house at night this shit is scurry. well i have been out in moval the entire time. i dont really stay in hemet i have only slept here once har har. spending alot of time with my babys. were getting so close. starla, me, my baby, mark, and chris all hung out last night it was fun. but yeah ( Read more... )

okay...another hard night. tears. once again. will it ever end? there is only one answer as to a solution for this problem. well tomorrow riverside with chris. ahem. i think.

<3<3<3 happy 2 months baby <3<3<3

even if it wasn't the happyist way for us to spend it. i still have my faith in you baby....

xoxo

shit. i have two more complete days left in my house. i think it's causing me alot of stress because i felt so sick earlier that i had to leave chris', my heart was pounding i thought i was going to have a heart attack. but anyways tomorrow me and chris are going to riverside. and blah blah blah thats all. im sad. i hate having to move its so ( Read more... )