well today was fun. hung out with the beautiful stephanie. we went to starbucks and to mad platter where i got a new afi pin.

then we went to jeremy's house where i played wif kitties and doggies. and he let me

borrow his finding Nemo!! i am watching right now, i love the part where dory goes..

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new hair. no make-up. but tear streaks. how fun. not styled. sorrie.


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physical violence. is aweful.

yeah and i feel so hopeless about myself right now.

wieght loss plan starts tomorrow at any cost i dont care. i also need to wash my car and get a new hair style tomorrow my hair is getting pretty shaggy. grh.

xoxo. i wish i wasn't fucking fat. shit.

++++ i had a fun night with my baby at a kick back at mike's.

today was filled with packing with alison and my mom. then tonight my baby came with me to the new house to leave some of my shit that was in boxes. he met eddie and sophers. and then we went to mike's house and saw mike, mike a.,tim, his gf, kim and starla. we got invited to go to the beach tomorrow in the afternoon to party and have a bon fire ( Read more... )

i feel so fucking fat. i hate this. why couldn't i just have stopped eating years ago?...thats IT. no more eating for at least a week. fuck this.

xoxo.

ohhhhh and i USED to LOVE AJ!!! from bsb hahahah yeah a long ass time ago.

remember when we were all so beautiful?...

ah. lazy. i need a shower. fuck you.

i am watching Awesomley Badder Hair on vh1 and davey havok was on there for guys with long hair. i practically fell outta my chair. ^.^

xoxo

did alot of packing today. alot of things are changing. i am moving within a week to a new city. and let me say i think alot of things will change. i dont want one item in particular to change...or stop. but i might have to put an end to it. shit.

kurt c. is hot.

xoxo