spent the night at starla's went to bed around 10am here. and slept until about 4pm. hah. spent the majority of the day with my baby. made a promise not to cut to my mother. [ i wonder if it will last ] for my sake i hope it does. me and chris had a very emotional talk tonight. he's so different from other guys. and i know he is trying. right now i ( Read more... )

yeah i dont know how many times i can say this but... I DONT WANT TO MOVE TO FUCKING HEMET! im worried this might put a strain on me and chris' relationship. i'll be so pissed at my mother if it does. heh, and yesh well today i looked at my daily pattern and was like "yeah this really is my fucking life" it was pretty sad. well i have nothing to ( Read more... )

i throw stupid tantrums when i see what he does wrong. when i should just let him know how i feel. it is okay for me to be upset about things. but storming out or closing up is not a good idea. he puts up with so much of my shit, from my mood swings and temper. he is truley special and i am going to work my hardest to not have anymore fighting or ( Read more... )

was up all night. on 2 hours of sleep. x fayded. but ohhh! ohhh!

AFI show coming this August!!!!!

xoxo

i found out i am moving in less than 2 weeks...to hemet.....i'm sad.

well i will be gone until sunday. going camping. i tryed to spend most of the day wif my baby. he said we didn't get enough time. so i go over there at eight to see him. i leave at ten. [ we almost got caught tonight!!! the mom! thank god for comforters! ] im sorry we didn't get more time tonight...awww. we talked about being together for a long ( Read more... )

hmm tonight has been interesting. to start off i hit a kitty that darted out in the middle of the road. i was sad. i cried. then i went to mc'd's and then to the gas station where i saw kevin, sam, peter and justin. kevin almost jumped outta the car cause he knows i have cigs and he wanted one. lukily starla pulled through and gave him and peter ( Read more... )

for your viewing pleasure....the product of my boredom and hyperness. hahaha.


( Read more... )

hung out with my baby last night and the majority of today. i awoke to chris hovered over me saying ... "i just wanna lay with my baby" to cute. i dyed my hair black today. then went to get cigs, and me and chris went to one of his friends' friend's house. ha. then back to his house. and now i am home. here. eating a see's candy sucker my mommy ( Read more... )