Looking with disdain upon those I used to love ( Read more... )

to belly dancing music i shall write this meek essay, which will attempt to encompass my deepest dilemma ( Read more... )

I know, I know. It's a hard word for me to swallow sometimes. It's not easy realizing how much of a pessimist I can be. But finally looking at it, I can see that pessimism is silly. There. That's all there is to it ( Read more... )

So, as I sit here doing nothing close to writing a paper for class, prevailing thoughts take hold and i feel the need to type. To type on this key board that is not broken (like me own), to type on this wondrous computer that is neither slow nor irritating ( Read more... )

alright ( Read more... )

I'm feeling personal empowerment, and some hope, as I sit here realizing that making a decent grade on this test is possible. and i'm also slightly excited by the fact that i find roman history very interesting. good deal ( Read more... )

Here's how this goes ( Read more... )

So, I had an interesting day. I woke up feeling strange after a fitfull night of unhappy sleep. I haven't been getting nearly the amount of sex I am used to because tony has been feeling under the weather lately. Which also sucks, b/c then he seems all sad, and...I'm just selfish, and I like attention, and...yeah. Enough said ( Read more... )

I haven't been posting a million times a day lately, hell not even once a day! and while a reduction in my rants is a good thing, i feel strongly that my almost daily updates to myself were very important. So, I shall try and start again ( Read more... )

I'm finding a strange and uneasy sort of comfort in my present situation ( Read more... )