I get told on an almost regular basis that my old friends from 3rd grade and such, the people that made me who I am, dislike me. When I bring it up to the people that I am told dislike me, they say they have no problem with me ( Read more... )

Its been a while. All I can say, is that everything is going well. Heather is amazing, I am happy. I work at keeping her happy, sometimes she doesnt tell me shes sad though... I love her so much though. Nothing really big to announce, other than that. Peace

~Mattsu

Subject: Re: Mah name you say?
1. Striped hacky sack
2. What If, Creed
3. Rat on a stick flavored?
4. Lightsaber/Airsoft/Other weapons
5. Bonfire...thats all I remember haha
6. A Death Monkey (with weapons)
7. You seem sad...alot, why is that?

I sat and just waited,
Tried to act cool,
I knew that I loved you,
God damn Im a fool,

Dying is nothing,
Burning, the same,
Seeing you happy,
Takes pleasure to pain,

Not that I hate it,
I'm happy too,
It's because I waited,
And I missed out on you,

I wish that my words,
Could express how I feel,
But I love you so much,
I guess its part of the

Its a while from the happy post... And now Im sad... I dont know why. I really could use a girlfriend right here, beside me... Im just depressed... And I want to let it all out in one, giant, crying fit... I would feel so much better... I dont know what it is... or why im so sad... but I just want it to stop... I need someone ( Read more... )

:) :D XD .... Im happy! Happyness is happy-tacular! Although I dont know if any of you read this anymore... IM HAPPY... I know its weird, but Ive been happy for a while... Its great. I met a girl online, her name is Cassie, and shes awesome... I know that if she moves here, or if I move to north Carolina, something will happen... Shes ( Read more... )

S p e c i f i c s ( Read more... )

Well... My computer DIED today... We got it back though! I had to DELETE EVERYTHING, full system shutdown! WHOO! nothing like a new start on what used to be a bad pc... Well, now is the time for me to tell you all something.. The ultimate test to see if you read this! I dont wanna put you on the spot everyone! (especially Krystal :p ) I have a new ( Read more... )

This guy is right! this is the way to tell if someone ISNT truly a depressed emo kid such as... Someone? I dunno some may call me an "emo kid" and some may not... But Im depressed by nature, and I dont follow these steps obviously... And I hang out with goths, while I wear non-black... So yeah ( Read more... )

I am 69% Emo.

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