today i ( Read more... )

i listened to my san francisco playlist all throughout manhattan today, as i roamed the streets alone. the music didn't make me feel particularly good. it didn't make me feel bad either. i was just reminded of how content i was in san francisco. i was in a much better place in my life then. and then i thought to myself, i wonder how i could have ( Read more... )

crazy ass weekend. tell u later. tired.

i hope that august will be a much better month. that's why i'm starting it off on the right foot: on my own on the other side of the country away from all the bullshit that is socal. hello, new york!

ha (11:16:46 AM): it had a carbon fiber top so nope not really
toekn (11:17:15 AM): you know what carbon fiber looks like? impressive
ha (11:19:02 AM): yayyyuhhhhhh

last night a bunch of us went to sahara to supposedly see shannyn sossamon spin. she didn't end up spinning but in my drunken haze i wandered away from my friends and managed to run right into her. i stood there for a while soaking in the rays of "celebrity" (quotes because she's more b-list or below), recalling everything from my past that had led ( Read more... )

despite having to babysit... last night was a success.

although in a situation like that, dancing is my priority and i'm selfish for once and don't really babysit at all. which is probably why last night was a success. i suck as a friend.

it was worth it though. sweat off about five pounds and 500 calories. everyone was there. old dancer ( Read more... )

my best friend nick is moving to berkeley next wednesday. last night i went to dinner with him. it was a grand old time. when he dropped me off i stood by his car and started to cry. for the first time in a long time (not counting two days ago when i cried watching fresh prince ( Read more... )

but when is that ever news? today nancy was over and i was reading other people's ljs and i realized how unopen i am in this thing. even to myself in private entries. the closest i got was the recent entry about jon. i'm pretty sure i met my openness quota for the month with that one. let's try to talk about emotions now ( Read more... )

i just bought my ticket. ny here i come.