you know, ive been thinking about this a lot. i dont think people my age are really meant for marriage. i dont know of one marriage or engagement that has worked out with people my age. a few engagements have broken, including my own. and marriages have plumbeted into a horrible abbys of broken dreams and hopes. and why do these relationships ( Read more... )

have you ever just sat on your bed/chair/couch looking at the room around you with no noise or distractions of any kind? just you and your eyes viewing and observing all that is around your physical body? it is weird that in the absense of distractions and with concentration to the point of almost none, the realizations we can discover. just the ( Read more... )

yay for peta's victory over the circus!

happy new years! 2008 here we come!

time to poke the bear.... hehe...

some of you will understand. if you dont, no worries.

so, i wonder how many diapers a certain mother goes thru ever day since she obviously has to change her son's diapers since he is a mommas boy thru and thru? and he is full of shit, so she must go thru a lot!!!

pretty funny thought there, huh?

ive been thinking about this for awhile... should i go into nursing? advice?

im updating my blog in myspace primarily now. its easier. ill write in here some, but the bulk of it will be in there.

im still so lost about my future- meaning both near and far. i am at such an open ended part in my life that it is confusing and scary. i know i want to teach, and i know i want animals. other than that, i dont "know" anything about my future. and yes, i know thats why it is called "future", but still, life is so open right now. i could move ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

i love halloween. its tomorrow! i dont know what im going to do for it, but i plan on doing something rocking! i think im going to wear my other halloween costume from a few years ago- the fairy one. yay for fairies! and no, not gay fairies, even tho that is fine, too. i told mike that we could go to a haunted house. as long as he drives, ( Read more... )