Sometimes I just feel like everybody spends so much time trying to get to where they want to be. that's great and all, but I think that sometimes people forget to appreciate exactly where they are.  I've got goals, I'm working towards certain things, but I don't want to get there and look back and think that I only cared about getting to that very ( Read more... )

so I talked to my dad last night, and for the most part things are going well, we are getting along well and communicating, it's good.  i couldn't help but be a bit disappointed though.  I told him that I had finally finished my first video project, which I am very excited about.  I asked him if he wanted to see it and his response was "hmmmmm ( Read more... )

it finally felt right <3

 what a great break ...... I hadn't laughed that much in a long time ( Read more... )

I'll be so glad when this semester is over ( Read more... )

I hate that I feel so co-dependent all of the time
I hate myself everyday for it . . . and it makes me sick

I just feel like I don't fit in anywhere . . .
I miss feeling like I'm part of something, I want to be
I want to be a part of anything that means something to someone
anyone, anywhere . . . 
I guess I just feel really disconnected from everything.

I wake up every morning thinking about getting through the day so I can go to sleep again

I wish I didn't feel like that

wellllll ( Read more... )

I had the most horribly violent dream last night ( Read more... )