Right now I'm in class fucking around. But I just wanted to say how shitty I feel right now. I mean one person can make me feel so damn bad. And if this person is reading this, they should know I'm talking about them. I thought that we could have some fun together, but obviously not. So FUCK OFF ( Read more... )

Well I decided that I'm not going to worry about Adam anymore. If he wants to be together, well thats great, and if he doesn't well then I just realized how stupid he is and what a mistake he is making. Together we were as close to perfect as can be. But no, someone has to go fuck up our relationship. We had plans, plans to vacation together, plans ( Read more... )

Well Adam called me, but I missed the call and he didn't leave a message. I got so exited!! OMG. So I called him like 2 hrs later, and he actually sounded happy to be talking to me. And he moved out last night into Tanner's (his friend) house. And he's gonna get a job near Arrowhead. So, whoever happens to be reading this, I'm going to send this ( Read more... )

well all the good things that I wrote about yesterday were short-lived. Last morning Adam confessed his loved to me, and he did it again during lunch. then that nite he said that we haven't known each other long ebough to be in an "i love you" relationship. and I totally understand that, we've only been together for 2 months, and he got out of a ( Read more... )

Well I'm all good now, Adam called me today before school and confessed his love to me. :) And so we're good now but for some reason I still feel depressed! I dunno maybe it'll take a while for me to get over it completly. Okay well I guess thats it. Oh and the whole crew is going to Thrasherland tommorrow (thats - if its open) and we're gonna ( Read more... )

Okay well Adam has been acting differently lately...for example...he hasn't been talking to me as much...i can never reach him on his fone so i end up leaving a message which he returns only 3 hours later....he doesn't say goodbye to me anymore or walk me out to my car....he didn't say "I love you" at all ysterday or today...maybe we've been seeing ( Read more... )

he drinks-he smokes-he'll cuss-he swears-he tells bad jokes-yeah he ropes-he rides-he lives life fast, and he loves to fight-he's a boozer-a loser-he calls me up when he's had too much-a schemer-a dreamer-when i tell him to change his ways-he just turns to me and says,-"I ain't no quitter-No, I ain't givin up on him just yet-cuz I'm as stubborn as ( Read more... )