ugh.
up here...
its different
i feel like i dont need you
i dont need any of you.

i wish she would get it
i wish he would get it

i cant believe you
i cant believe you did that

i cant believe you
i cant believe you didnt stay
i didnt need you then...
and i dont need you now.

i hate broken promises.

this weekend i am going home:

thursday and friday will be spent with rikki at UT

saturday and sunday with my family.

i am so excited you cant even imagine.

i just need a refresher.

what i am looking forward to the most:

1. a bath (i only have a shower).

2. good ole home cooked meals.

3. bff time.

4. family time.

5. TACO FREAKIN CABANA (we dont ( Read more... )

we are drifting apart and i hate it.
its like we both have our own lives now.
and hardly time for each other.
its not the same.
you have changed.
and so have i.
i kinda knew this would happen.
because we are so different.
but i always thought it would be us two against the world.
i thought i wouldnt know what to do without you..
i miss you

I LOVE COLLEGE!!!!
i love it
i love it
i love it.

so...im in college now.
i realized i have NO BOUNDARIES.
its quite amazing.
but i need to ease into it.
note to self: be careful.

ugh. is all i can say.
you just dont get it do you?
why do you do this to me?
please.. just stop, i cant take it anymore.
ugh. maybe someday i will have the guts to tell you what i really think...
and even then, i dont think you will care.
stop toying.
emotions...idonthavethem...apparently.

i got my nosed peirced...with my best friend!

i almost passed out...because im a tittybaby, but rikki held my hand so i was ok.

( it hurt like a bitch. )

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