you suck.
you suck for everything you make me feel.
you suck for for making me fall.
you suck for me feeling vonerable.

but you dont suck.
you dont suck for the way you look at me.
you dont suck for the things you tell me.
you dont suck for being you.

note to self:
dont fall.
dont fall.
dont fall.

so... prom was good.
didnt stay at the party long...
booooooo...
but me and rikkis sermon went well...
it was scary being up there, but an amazing feeling as well...
us two are together....finally.
itsgood.

will post pictures of prom later.

fighting.
im selfish.
rude.
a brat.
care all about myself.. and thats it.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
122 days.17 weeks.3 1/2 months.

why am i so scared?
why cant i open up?
why cant i let you in?
why does it have to be so damn difficult?

deadlines.
stress.
too much to do.
no time.
im running out of time.
i feel like my head is going to explode.
im breaking down.
ITS TOO MUCH!!

33 more days until we give it all up and throw our hats up in the air.

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sometimes i just cant handle it.
i feel like im breaking down.
but i remember to breathe.
and just take one day at a time. one thing at a time.
and remember that everything will all be ok.....

p.s. ihatebells

you are on of the best best people i know.
you are so awesome.
you are my best guy friend.
you mean sososososo much to me.
you are the shit.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KID.
to: mah. II