i have the greatest husband ever.

i never ever want to manage anything. i am the acting manager this weekend, and i hattttte it ( Read more... )

so we'll probably be in baton rouge tommorrow.
jacob's grandfather died today.
we'll probably leave tonite and come back sunday.
im shaky.

the rain keeps on coming down ( Read more... )

its just strange to think that im having a really hard time in life lately. and that no one knows. i used to tell 7 girls all my secrets, and now only the snow and i know.
your problems seem larger with no confidants.

whats the difference between saying, okay people make mistakes, i can live with that, i can be reasonable ( Read more... )

the one day all winter i have to go anywhere other than school and theres a BLIZZARD ( Read more... )

i keep thinking maybe if i get a tan ill feel better.
maybe if i buy some shoes.
maybe if i get haircut.
maybe if i do something.
but i know theres nothing.
i feel the way i do.
its not shoes, or haircuts.
its me.
im sinking.

Time flew away, but something won't forgive it all, days and weeks, let's start from the beginning of a life. She called today, pretending not to care at all, for days and weeks, now he's hanging from the ceiling, what a life, oh what a life, was it a life? Is something wrong with me? I show you things you've never seen. Is something wrong with me ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like you cant find any truth?
not like the opposite of lies, but real honesty in the world.
real truths in life.