The problem with mom and i is escalating. we've gotten to the point where ive now cracked the door and now we have to get it replaced ( Read more... )

about what im about to do... and yet... im going to do it anyways.

i find it disheartening to discover that the last traces of your evidence has been wiped from your friends life. Especially a close one at that.

ya know for as long as ive had my tripp gear and few styles of hair ive never ever nailed the look i was going for. I always kind of aimed for the gothic type but not quite. more of a color goth with metal?? :P I dont know what the exact definition is for it, but i know that i could never find the right stuff or if i did find something good it ( Read more... )

getting an mp3 player was fucking pointless. Job said i wasnt allowed to have it because i couldnt hear the god damn customers if they needed help. Isent that what the primary dept. managers and helpers are for? im a fucking stocker. Im not supposed to deal with these fucks anymore ( Read more... )

static x

cannibal

april 3rd

it will be mine or there will be hell to pay.

dont you just love it when you read the WRONG fucking thing for your type of mood? jesus h christ.

side note again. i got xbox live thingie. but...will expire in 3 months..and furthermore its not letting me recover my stuff. lame.

D:

its hard going back to clamming up after having someone who was there for you.
all the hurt feelings that im dealing with.

Well, she left. Back to her home. While you would think such an event is depressing, it isent for me. I love her. and her well being and content feelings are what i want her to experience ( Read more... )

so ive realized something. yes i know a shocker but its true!

i actually am quite happy/content when i am by myself. i.e. physically alone. when you have an entire place to yourself. -deep breath- aaah.

i could really get used to this