Today was a wonderful day.

The day before yesterday I had added Jonathon's Yahoo ID to my x_vampyr.goddess_x account messenger and didn't see him online, nor did I expect him to be.

Yesterday, I was waiting for a phone call (that I never got) and I didn't sign online until six p.m. Well, when I signed on, it showed that Jonathon's account was ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went over to my friend's house, my friend's name is Mikey. Anyway, we hung out and had a lot of fun. I am so tired of Grand Theft Auto: Vice City, if I ever see it again, I just might fall apart. Anyway, Heather's ordeal is through, and I am being chased after like I'm some supermodel. I've already had- let me count- five guys ask me ( Read more... )

I slept all day yesterday and all night last night and I woke up at five a.m. this morning...pretty good for somebody who caught up on their sleeping pattern, eh?

I feel terrible, just...perfectly terrible. I don't know what to do, I feel weak, tired, sick...and I am sick...sick and tired...sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I honestly hate being sick, after a week of coughing, feeling headache-y, and just plain out SICK, now when I see a little light, feel a little bit better, and my nose isn't clogged with whatever it seems to get clogged with; I get a freakin' earache...infection, I think, I'm not quite sure, yet, but the daggum thing hurts like all freakin' get-out ( Read more... )

Well, it's Thursday, day two of my Christmas break, and yesterday, I was supposed to be putting up Christmas lights on the house. Well, we didn't, and that sucked. Then, today, I found out that I'm losing my voice, seriously. I don't really care I guess, but whatever. I hope somebody that I hate comes over, so that I can seriously bitch them out.

This may or may not be my last journal entry, please do not try to contact me in any way, I need time to think about my life, put things in perspective, and realize what I've been doing wrong. I'm sorry to anybody that this hurts, but I can't go on the way I am...if I do, I'm going to end up suicidal.

I don't know how to look at this, maybe it's just because I'm more depressed than normal, but I want to know if I'm getting more attractive or something, because everybody is hitting me up for a friendship or whatever. I don't know how to react to this, so I ain't gonna do shit, just fuck around with my buds and the newbie friends that I got.

You ever believe in that one person for you? You ever stop and think about how everybody always says: "There is a lid for every pot," a.k.a. "There is one person out there for you." Yeah, well, until this day, I did not believe it. I was very hypocritical of the subject, often abusing the meaning. Well, today, I met this really cool guy, Stephen/ ( Read more... )

Lol, like the title says, Merry Christmas to all and to me a good night. I can't believe it, maybe it was love, or perhaps it's just that the saying, "With distance the heart goes fonder." Or something like that, lol. Anyway, we hung out and had a merry ol' time. It was gravy in a shrimp boat, cherry on the top, and all those good metaphors. I ( Read more... )