soo i have a userpic. yay me! i am so fucking far behind. oh well. damn bad picture, but its current so what can i say pictures dont lie. this bitch at work told me i was getting fat and then said it looked good on me. well its not working too well for her. so my head hurts and i have no cell phone and my new damn jeep has a huge ass crack in the ( Read more... )

so the new school year has started. new babies to console. woot. actually its been pretty good so far, but im not really happy anymore. i need something...more. theres a job i have circled in the paper that im gonna call about tomorrow, hopefully thatll go good. well im tired. nite love you chris. ~megan

so since the last time i wrote in here ( Read more... )

i am learning of things ( Read more... )

i got my parents to let me stay with chris last night for his birthday. it was amazing. him being 21 scared me a lil at first but i think i might be okay with it actually. the past two days have been amazing.i think something inside me clicked just right lately bc ive been so much more calm and relaxed. the need to start a fight just isnt there ( Read more... )

last night at about 3 in the morning when i was tryin to figure out why the heck i couldnt get to sleep i decided that i WAS going to see my boyfriend on his 21st birthday. i just couldnt miss it. i went there and 1.dianes mom had to be sent to the hospital, 2.somewhere along the way it was decided that we were gonna help move boxes, 3.why in the ( Read more... )

me and daddy went to see brandon today. his leg is not in good shape. he blew his knee i think. its very swollen and red. and he limps alot so im gonna guess it hurts. which sucks for him seeing as he has no car and walks everywhere. he walked to mcdonalds today and used a payphone to call mom, lucky for him mom called us before we left his place, ( Read more... )

hi all. so lets see. brandon and robin broke up. hes very sad. makes me sad but what can i do.. ya know? hes been real lonely and all that stuff, hes trying to quit drinking. its not going to well but it s going. he ran out of cigarettes on Easter, man was he in a bad mood. im a lil sad sometimes bc my nature is to save the tortured, but at this ( Read more... )

morgan is over her issues about me. yay ( Read more... )

soo plans changed a little as far as the weekend. kinda happy and not at the same time. instead of beng at both morgan and chris' houses im staying with chris all weekend. im happy for the obvious reasons, but im not so happy bc i think i really hurt morgan by doing this. she said she was cool with this little change of plans but hello shes a girl ( Read more... )