5pm thursday-3pm friday. Like a married couple...it is all very foreign to me...yet wonderful ( Read more... )

The airing of the NCAA and the Oscars confirms lack of compassion. It is sickening. Taking our freedoms for granted has lead us to misplace our sense of humanity…as long as we are okay ( Read more... )

[E] The beautiful kind. The kind that massages you when you hurt. The kind that softly kisses you on the neck when you are trying hardest to resist. The kind that knows how to hold you and where you need to be touched. He is the understanding type. The kind I can relate to but doesn't quite know what to say..how to entirely convey his feelings. So ( Read more... )

* I feel as if I have been having some anxiety problems this semester. Usually I can do anything despite whatever stress I may be under. However, recently I have found myself a wreck under such circumstances. I get the tasks done...I just do not handle them the same. I avoid them. I don't care. It is hard to even begin at times. I get so much more ( Read more... )

I can't entirely describe the experience ( Read more... )

Hands nervously wandering
Searching for something
To hold onto
Yet nothing
Seemed good enough

Uncomfortable in my own skin
Antsy about time
Half wishing you were not here
To witness such a mess
Mascara run dry

I came to the realization
It was you I needed
To hold onto
It was just me
The entire time

{ I keep hoping to run into you ( Read more... )

Todd pulled me aside last week. He had the dead seriousness in his eyes. He told me Marc had been killed. That's all I remember of that moment.
I began to flashback to freshman year when all of us revolved around each other. We so happy. the innocence. The excitement of what each day might hold. I remember second period. I remember when Marc and I ( Read more... )

Last night was an astounding, yet much needed, restoration to my well being. For the first time in so long I felt alive. No expectations. No dependency. Just raw emotion and movement enhanced by the cold night air and kind, familiar faces. Through the crowd a recollection half erased yet before my eyes...Although I do not know for sure if you ( Read more... )

The Good Stuff (recent):

*Nikki's 18th Bday Party
*Mr. Malone
*Performing
*Meeting new people
*College $$$$$
*Plans to move out with Becca and Nikki
*Overall, lots...

(last friday)i took a closer look today ( Read more... )