I’m a bomb ( Read more... )

"It's too bad that people seem to sometimes only notice the dark part of some songs of mine." (Elliot Smith ( Read more... )

how do you begin to comprehend your thoughts when your view and experience of the world has grown beyond what words can convey ( Read more... )

I picture you playing along in the beginning ( Read more... )

i never know what to say ( Read more... )

your date

i want to be what you want me to be

somtimes i lose who i really am

i wish you wanted me to be me

i keep trying

perfection

what is perfect to you?

i forget

i fear your thoughts

that maybe this isn't it for you

i really want this

but who really knows

the 19th

California was great. Two weeks out of state with him. Super. He is presently backpacking in Mammoth, Ca. Now a cat climbs into my bed everynight...I sneeze a lot ( Read more... )

>6.8.03 Rock SteadyAll I recall are the protruding memories of what I desired. The acts of love that a woman needs. I don't even know why I am driving to his house. How one over looks so much to appease the need for something to feel right-to be right. A mold made into something it is not. As not to pain, accepting a little everyday. Building a ( Read more... )

San Francisco was fun. I kept a journal while there. Maybe I'll post it some time. I must admit it was nice to be home, however. Traveling in a large group is not my idea of fun. I would have much rather seen the city with one other person or even myself. But overall, it was very memorable. I got my pictures back today. Although the picture of ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of here ( Read more... )