I wish so much that I could do something to help. Money wise that is. I try and be the best I can be but that does not make ends meet. "Make sure you finish college," she says. Perhaps this struggle will make us all stronger, but how much stronger can we get without falling? This is where faith comes in, I think; believe ( Read more... )

Bright, Florescent lights. Almost piercing. I watch water stream down the window. I know this won't be the only thing I feel. You are in everything. Without this what would I be feeling? Am I holding onto pain because without this pain there would be nothing else? No, you. Hear me. Now. Becoming a figment of my imagination. I don't want you to fade ( Read more... )

I found someone in the play (Footloose) I went and saw the other night with the last name of LEMMONS...the name I have been longing to obtain. Chandra Lemmons. Ah! I must find this Eric Lemmons and marry him ( Read more... )

Our first kiss was subtle and deep. I love the look you give when we open our eyes. As we continue I feel as if I can taste the emotion. Ever so slow and steady. It quickens. We move down. Days could go by. I couldn't ask for more.


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Will the horror of this week ever end?? I dare not be optimistic for I just attempted to do so and got my parking permit taken away...Remeber To Breathe. I feel as is I have been living a dream for the past few weeks--a VERY good dream. But now I have awaken and insomnia prohibits me from returing. I hate crying and rarely do it. Why have I been ( Read more... )

Smoke rose and fell in curls, creating a thick musk in the dim shallow room. Laughter and the sound of my feet on the hollow wooden floor filled my ears. Taking in my surroundings like a breath, I realized that the café was filled with familiar faces. Bordering legal independence, my peers sucked on cigarettes as if the habit was going out of style ( Read more... )

“I’ve been so afraid of the bad things that I’ve missed out on the good ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt for much within the course of one day that you didn’t know how to feel anymore? Now watch as my strength disappears and reappears once again…fluctuating like the ocean tide. On your scale of desire I am of little importance. Now I am being warmed by someone else’s presence ( Read more... )

>>>>>I won’t deny the pain. I won’t deny the change. Should I fall from grace would you leave me too ( Read more... )

I've seen those eyes. I've watched them close at night ( Read more... )