here i am updating again and using my hurt finger to type because I am determined to get a decent sized update for yous ( Read more... )

im back to updating...let me gather my thoughts to update later...but hey im here kkk!

and im about to start smoking again.

my life is just that crazy right now.

its the only thing i can think to do so i dont pull my fucking hair out.

kisses.

me'

so i drove to texas on friday and here i is. in good ole nacagdoches ( the g is silent) and we lucked it up and the blueberry festival here in oldest town in texas. right on. so the 10 hour drive was long but not too bad and im getting fat you guys seriously today i munched on blueberrry pancakes, corndogs, catfish, chips, BEER. oh my goodness ( Read more... )

am i just crazy? yep i sure am. i am considering writing a letter to a 2 year old employer who i worked with in brooklyn. a sandwich shop mind you, and aplogize to "uncle frank" and "frankie ha ha" about cussing out their nephew. it still bothers me to this day that i called him a spic and he isnt even mexican. it bothers me most i didnt get the ( Read more... )

hey peeps. im in cali. i chowed an in an out burger last night after a long flight from NC to San Diego with Aidan. picture this...me with my only carry on a diaper bag and my new 50 dollar shirt with baby food on it, aidan squirming and chilling on the plane with me..it was semi hellish but aidan was such a good baby! he rocks. im here with david ( Read more... )

if you dont understand the subject line iz all good thats a song. but in the song, i have no idea what that one thing is ( Read more... )

guh i just looked at the paris hilton hacky thing...its kinda lame. yeah id love to call the photographer david lachappelle or eminem but damn i wouldnt call them if THEY didnt give me their number??! how lame is that?? people are so stupid. the only thing i got out of this bit of gossip is that i am really wanting one of tmobile things! they look ( Read more... )

ugh. i have so many things to be happy for in my life right now, I have Aidan, my car, going to school, me and david are working things out...everything in my life is going swimmingly...but all that is occuring around me makes me feel like shit ( Read more... )

so i better hurry up and do a quick update because damn i have been suuper busy and havent updated in a long time! things are going good and very busy like i said school started on jan. 5th and ive been going 5 nights a week since then. cosmetology school is obviously going to be really easy..i just cant wait to get into the nitty gritty. right now ( Read more... )