( dearest barton )

so, i guess it's been a while ( Read more... )

To see you when I wake up ( Read more... )

i hate this. it blows hard core. and i can't do a damn thing about it.

me and christine went to feed the homeless today. before we went i was really intimidated. i don't know i thought they were all gonna be like these crazy people with enormous drug addictions. after all of them had gone through the line and i was passing out extra pudding to anyone who wanted it and i got at least 25 "No thank you, but God Bless you ( Read more... )

this is really really hard. i love you so much. i miss you more than anything. please come home soon...

<3

2004 has finally come to an end. i have experienced more pain, struggling, happiness and joy than ever before. i wish i could say it was all easy, but that's life, and you deal with what you're handed ( Read more... )

okay lets see. i got napoleon for a late christmas present <3. yessssssss ( Read more... )

merry christmas to you.

<3 alex

( good times )

lack of self-confidence. diffidence. insecurities. things we all loathe to talk about because it could possibly lead someone to the depths of your heart. so instead of letting it all out, we find ways to keep it in, close it off, shut everything up inside and create a fake shell on the outside. that's not really who someone is, so it becomes a ( Read more... )