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[shattered_angel]

so this is supposed to be a chroonicle of my thoughts eh? Well I would imagine my thoughts are pretty evident from my earlier entry, I've ben stuck here, lingering in this place between life and death for way too long now, it seems like I've been fighting all this time for no reason, and now I finally have the guts together to do what it is I've

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[macabrebeauty]

"and it's always that thing that you want the most that you can never have" - or is it that the thing you want the most is the thing you can never have?

you'll thank me one day
in the future
when everything comes together
don't deprive me of that

oh . . . and your thoughts remind me so much of mine, you'd be suprised

[sighter7]

Ok, I am fairly drunk right now (yes, I have pain too that I need to numb sometimes), so I apologize I didn't fully grasp all that you were revealing in your expose. But I must ask, what is it exactly that you are trying to find to complete yourself? To make it all make sense? To make one day different and more worthy than the other? Talent? You seem to have no deficit in the writing department, musical or otherwise. Personality, character, charisma - you seem to have all of them in proper suit. Happiness? Purpose? Satisfaction? Joy? Peace? Love? Comfort? Understanding? Acceptance? All attributes that are yours if you choose to accept them, as you are certainly able. Many are not and will never be. Possibly you should reassess your position and consider the possibilities that are available to you. This is not stated in anyway other than as a friend, so please take it as such.

Sighter
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[mad_tea_party]

james dude you better be going through a hard time that will pass cause this entry is making me cry DONT HURT YOURSELF

[anonymous]

You really are beautiful and I'd be a hypocrite if after reading all your rational reasons I said "no dont do it, life is so much more than this". I really identify with everything you said. I know you dont know me, and I dont know you. I hope you don't kill yourself because it would be a tragic waste. It is robbing the world of the pleasure of having you in it. Robbing your future spouse and children of having you and robbing the people that do know and love you of their trust. I'm sorry that you are in so much pain. Czarria

[anonymous]

if any of this is true.then fuck it nuthing matters in the end anyways right.. well do drugs atleast you will have fun doing them, drugs will never do you wrong...