I am slowly, yet rapidly, descending into madness.
The insecurity, the paranoia, the irrationality, the mood extremes.
I am depressed and manic at the same time.
I can't deal with anything anymore.
I can't be on my own.
I think I'm broken. And I can't save myself.

Haven't done one of these in ages, and i'm really bored and avoiding my mountain of work! x ( Read more... )

so what's happening with me right now?
why do i spend my days in a daze, & my nights crying myself into nightmares?
i'm not doing well. & i'm not happy. again.
it's a fucking rollercoaster of emotion. nothing ever changes.
i've started cutting again. after everything i said... hypocrit.but right now, i don't care. it helps, in its sick fucked up ( Read more... )

i don't know what i'm doing here.
it's okay, i guess.
night