Well its been a long time since I have written. I tend to write when things arent going so well. Ever notice that? I think most of us are inbred Pessimists. Imagine what the world would be like if we were all "Polyanna"s though. Though I did love that book when I was younger. I keep getting those urges to run. I love so much about life though, ( Read more... )

Well I got the papers about a month ago and they said they would go through after 21 days if I didnt make a legal complaint/allegation/objection. Which, as anyone who speeks to me would know would never happen. Well, 21 days was up Sept 8th so Im not really sure where I stand legally in my marriage. Hmmmm I am a little bit frusturated at the ( Read more... )

Well yet again I have taken forever to write. Life hasnt been going to bad (knock on wood) and planning on it continueing that way (Lord willing). Works boring but not that bad. I SUPPOSED to be receiving those long desired divorce papers any day now. My car is due for inspection and moneys a wee bit tight :(. Havent been chilling with any old ( Read more... )

Well it has been an excruciatingly long time since I have written. I dont have to much to say, I must admit typing on this for long periods of time bores me to tears. Well I have a different job now that speaking of boring is incredibly boring, and the forecast of the future looks like storms on the difficulty level. I unfortunately am still ( Read more... )

Well this past weekend was a trip....literally...to florida. I made it back quasy-moto safe. I feel absolutely horrible due to being exhausted and having a rough flight back. Well love to discuss more such as the wedding and how everyone gang up on me down there trying to convince me to move. I held on I still have 1 interest in Lynchburg, now ( Read more... )

Mad hours lately. Ive been working 10 hour days and looks like thurs and fri will be 11 hr ones. BOOOOOO!!!!! Other then that life hasnt been incredibly bad. Im on a mad dash dead run to lose weight by next weekend for Mandas wedding to fit in the dress I got to wear for it.... Ive lost 5 unfortunately I got 15 more to go. Yes I know I am not ( Read more... )

Why is no one listening, I am being serious... SHOOT ME! No not really but knocking me out cold after the days Ive had would be an act of mercy. I am so distraught I woke up in tears. Its a long story so let me summarize for anyone who cares to read. Monday was the anniversary of Chris's death and it has been nothing but down hill from there. ( Read more... )

So I screwed up right.... I was trying to delete my subcomment to my friend matt from my last entry and it deleted his comment. So matt if you read this....oops, and hmmm u wanna recomment for me? Cuz I want it to be in there. Oh and so the world knows life hasnt been incredibly bad, hectic but not to shabby. RECAP: Things are going incredibly ( Read more... )

I only have a few words to say: SHOOT ME NOW. Seriously, I have to go to florida by myself which means flying for the first time by myself, staying in a hotel... by myself..... so yes I could be shot and die happy.

STUPID!!!!!! Dagone blasted cursed be the days women must suffer through due to that dumb Adam and his wussiness and not standing up to the snake or speeking common sense to Eve. Yes I blame that man. I know God is just (Forgive my humaness Lord) but CURSED BE we got the pathetic end of the deal, we have to go through monthly trauma, child birth ( Read more... )