i woke up a few minutes ago. i feel really ill. tummy ache and kinda weak. goody.

fred threw up 4 times tonight...so far. 3 of those tiems just a few minutes ago. 2 on my bed. poor kitty. im not mad. but lucas, darling, the time to get that comforter clean has arrived.

well tonight i hung out wiht tom for the last time before he goes back to eugene for another year of higher education. we went to his house. id never been there before. i liked it. so many people have ugly furniture and i feel uncomfortable in their houses, but his was nice and comfy. and we made pasta. and we watched queer eye for the ( Read more... )

i was gonna cut but whats the fucking point.

well my cell phone bill is 359 dollars. i dont have that much money in my entire bank account. shit. *sigh*

why am i always the bad guy. why am i such a fuck up? nothing i do is right.

sunday lucas and i went to go see my dad and the two younger of my half brothers. that was alright. i want to be the cool older sister but they seem to have no interest in me. griffen looks so silly in his basketball uniform. he plays though apparently. thats cool. at least he didnt look like a little gansta this time. and dalton is ( Read more... )

on saturday lucas and celebrated our 9 month anniversary. we went and saw the garden state. that is such a good movie. i loved it. it was strange but i really liked it. then we went and had chinease food. the food was good, the waitress was shitty. she was pushy. i said i bet shes into s&m. heh. then we went to his friend dallas's house ( Read more... )

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aurora is doing my photo shoots for the sites today.

this weekend im apparently going to a party with lucas. thats our 9 month-aversary. guess its time i face his friends. not looking forward to it.