one more public post. hardly anyone commented on the last one so ill post this. if you want to remain on my friends list (i havent dont cuts yet) then comment here. i will be doing cuts and i am friends only now.

alright my pathetic minions *cough* i mean...my devoted friends and readers. i have decided to start a cult. you know you want to be in it. so give me all your money ( Read more... )

well friday...lucas and i went to a party. it was at dallas's place. my friend dallas, not his. and i saw dallas. and i saw aurora, and i saw owen, and i saw sarah. actually got to tlak to sarah, which is rare. she was telling funny stories. she said if i call her she really will go to coffee with me. if i had a nickel for every time shes ( Read more... )

on saturday lucas and i slept in. then we went to his moms place. they had a new puppy. a wheaton. its a girl, 8 weeks old, named zoe. sooooo cute. she growled at this annoyin little yippy dog and she played with this other puppy next door. lucas's parents also have another dog, jazz. he was getting a bit too friendly with the other puppy ( Read more... )

1. Comment to this entry with a post you think would be totally out of character for me - something I'd never talk about, never discuss, never say, anything. It has to be completely out of character.

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micah and hazel and me and lucas all at a party tonight. should be...cozy. wadda ya guys think, double date? lost a bet with lucas. lost 5 bucks when micah fucked hazel. he knew about teh bet. micah promised id win that bet. whatever. lucas isnt making me pay, converted it into boyfriend points. how many times do i have to tell him that ( Read more... )

i dont belong anywhere. i never will. i have nothing to say to lucas's friends. im nothing like them. i have nothing to say to my friends. again, im nothing like them. im going to this party tonight. its a joke that im even going. i dont belong there. and ill just cause drama and discomfort. or ill have nothing to say. and ill sit there ( Read more... )

fred has thrown up 8 times in the last few days. im not sure what to do at this point.

tom smelled like tom. not sure what that means. but id forgotten how he smells. and he called me shatz when i cried. though i doubt he meant to.

and fred just puked again. shit!