but I dont. I'm feelin blah today... waitin for Matt to get here, that'll make me feel better. I miss my baby.

VMA's might have sucked for those watching it (it wasnt the greatest VMA show MTV has had), but shit, it was awesome being there. I was like 2 feet away from all the celebs. I told my family and some other people to watch it to see if ( Read more... )

I lied... im a little disappointed.

I just took three tylenol PMs in hope ill get to sleep before 4 tonight.

Nat is beautiful.. and she said i look like a little girl with my new haircut! >_<

School tomorrow... wish me luck as a senior =)

I love Matt.

And I miss Veronica.

Why do I have to be such a hypocrite? I could sit here and reprimand my...lets just call her Valerie, when I went through the same thing. Except, I didnt start so young. But, thats not supposed to make me feel any different about it, is it? I mean, either way, its wrong, right? Im so scared for her ( Read more... )

Jesse: baby jeebus had too much hash oil and wine in his blood ( Read more... )

So, I saw Victor today... before my appointment. Hes in town for the week. And if anyone reading this entry, knows about me and Victor, they would know that I couldnt have done that a year ago, and still be stable right now. But, Ive finally let him go; im finally over him, and I cant even explain to you how good that feels. I'm in love, he's in ( Read more... )

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