I'm done. Done with everything backroom related. Got the truth, yes it hurt but realized there was no shot in hell for me. He has someone else; someone just like him so I know there will never be any chance for me and at first, it hurt and almost made me cry but I realized that it wasn't worth crying over because it's not like we actually had any ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. Work went great and nothing bad has happened today,yet, but lets all hope nothing bad does happen. I could use a really good day; haven't had one in quite a while. Just thought I'd update this biotch for you guys. See ya later.

I guess this is my last entry for 2004. I doubt I'll update again before 2005 comes. I can't believe it's already almost 2005. I can't believe in less than 6 months, I'm going to be 20 years old. Everytime I say that, I feel so old. And I know I'm not but still. Nonetheless, I'm half way to being over the hill. With no boyfriend, no job, BARELY ( Read more... )

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that "George" came today...if you don't know what that means, well, let me explain. It's something a girl goes through once a month. It's sometimes painful and a pain in the ass, neck, back, etc. And some girls are bitches around that time, some are not( I'm not; I'm actually in a better mood when "George" is here). I'm sure you've figured out by ( Read more... )

Lately, I’ve been feeling alright about myself. I suck at school and with boy/men, whatever you want to call them. I like this one guy, Colter Pesek, and lately, I don’t know if you’d call it flirting but yeah. Today we did. Megan and I were standing outside the academic building, just standing there before government class and he came walking up ( Read more... )

I just read an past entry by someone I used to know and love and I realize that I hate people who make false promises. Why make promises if you have no intention of keeping them? Why tell someone you'll make it better if you have no intention of doing so? What is the point of saying anything at all if you have no intention of making it better or ( Read more... )

Basically that's what I am--stuck--here in this hell hole I HATE to call Victoria. My brother came home from ISF in Gonzales on Friday afternoon after being there for seven months and the day after he came home, he and I are already fighting, about stupid shit nonetheless. And ever since he's been home, that's all we've done is fight. My mom ( Read more... )

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