five days till my doctors appt i'm so excited.. although i prolly won't get an ultra sound, i might. I miss sonny like crazy today.. like enough to call that mofo. i don't know what to say if i did. I know how his mind works and i bailed on him. even though its what i had to do. HAD TO. i still miss a bad relationship.
this back stuff has been painful. and nerve wrecking because this is where it would be nice to be able to quit working... my work schedule has been nice that ive had time to recover but it won't always be like this and im not the superstar at work.. im the waddling slow moody pregnant girl at work.
this pregnancy will be half over... OMG. lol like i told molly that her pregnancy took FOREVER... this is juss flying by and i knew from the beginning.
apperently its not the cats trying to off me with all the nasal congestion... its my hormones. sucky again! i used to barely blow my nose, and now its like... once or twice an hour...
last night i had two imaginary conversations with him and both ended in a fight.. a fight i know that would happen and i don't want to have. but everytime something is funny i want to text him.