AS ALOT OF YOU ARE WELL AWARE OF, I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT THESE PAST MONTHS... MY CLOSEST PEOPLE KNOW THE PAIN AND STRESS I HAVE BEEN UNDER AND I WANNA THANK THEM FOR HOLDING ME DOWN. BUT THERE ARE STILL SOME PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO SEE ME UPSET AND BRING TOXICITY AND NEGATIVITY MY WAY( THE DEVIL IS A LIAR)... IM A GROWN ASS WOMAN. I DONT HAVE TIME ( Read more... )

You know.... him

The one who can repair the heart that Tony has shattered...

The one that can replace all the trust that was lost....

The one who always tells me the truth, never hides anything, and wouldn't make me look foolish to everybody....

The one who I can sleep without hearing his voice first and when I wake up, I crave his touch....

The one who ( Read more... )

And I am talking about two things....

One... Coppin Models... I wanna prove that I can make it and I have what it takes... even if that means willingly being around Tony ALL THE TIME. It is what it is. For once, im not doing something for him. I'm doing something I love for me. I PRAY I make it!

Two... my crush/ "best friend".... I truly can say I ( Read more... )

No one would miss my ass...

On my tombstone someone would spray paint "whore" and "slut" on it.... i'm so sure of it....

you know what nic would say if we were still friends? that im beautiful and not to worry about Ross' bitch ass....

but we're not and he probably thinks that im a whore too.

katessa probably laughing her ass off right now. im glad I ( Read more... )

LOVE is fucking overrated.

Ive been engaged and cheated on by my fiancee....

Ive been close to engagement until he accused me of cheating on him with Jerome Person...which I never even told dude I liked him.... then he left me and tryed to comeback... that was a no

Ive been given the best love and friend I could ever have... and had him snatched ( Read more... )

Wayne (who i now offically hate) and his fiancee Shardae is having a girl.......

Wow.....

So silent you can hear a pin drop
As tears falling from my eyes and they cant stop
So tell me if I have so much hate im my heart for him why do I cry
Cause he's living out my dream while I prayed it was a lie
Earlier I wrote a song saying "im good"
"im good I dont ( Read more... )

There is this girl I know that acts as if she has it all together. She knows everything.... and has an opinion about everything and has no problems telling you what to do. But when it comes to her she listens to her friends causing her to destroy herself and anything/ anyone she's involved with. She acts like she's family when in her head she's ( Read more... )

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Yo I sent Julian a message on myspace in responce to his responce on my last blog on my page but yo... the more I think about it the madder i get. you are about to have a baby. you dont know and has even said you dont know what you are going to do as far as me or Shonda.... you dont know and wont know until the baby is born in another 4 months so ( Read more... )

This weekend me and Justin had a talk and we have come to the agreement that we still have strong feeling for each other and that we wanna be with each other but there is one thing standing in the way.... HER. So long story story with her he says, longing for me from a distance (cause we also both agree that the conversation would only take place ( Read more... )