"you're beautiful, you're beautiful, you're beauitful its true... but I dont know what to do.... because I'll never be with you...."

That song was me and Tony's song and I never really lsitened to the rest of the words outside of "you're beautiful, its true" cause thats what Tony used to sing to me at night going to sleep or when I woke up in the ( Read more... )

Then why is he telling his baby mother that he loves her.... Im not imagining shit. I saw it bright as day... He said it yesterday on her myspace page...good ol' myspace!

I understand keeping the child happy so the baby has no stress (because what the mother feels the baby feels also) but what I dont understand is telling the girl you supposedly ( Read more... )

But the laugh is on me....

Okay so... Wayne and Chardae is getting married and having a baby.... 99% of me is happy it aint but that damned one percent man... im envious.... okay... I admitted it.... im envious....

My best friend is engaged (its a damned secret and Im supposed to be the only one who knows but knowing his ass the whole would knows ( Read more... )

Over this past week I have learned so much about people in my life... [Keep up if you can]:

*No matter what you may do for some people... Its never enough.
*No matter whether or not Im with someone, Im not good enough to keep as a girlfriend but Im good enough to be "wifey material" to the point where I was told that me being drunk last night wasnt ( Read more... )

Everyone has a inch of "phonyness" when it comes to certain people....

Anyways.... back to yesterday, Jacen's father is back in town and came and saw Jacen speaking the same rap he's been speaking forever but for some reason I believe him. Besides, if he doesnt own up to his end of the bagain I can always go up the hill and beat his ass. He's back ( Read more... )

Then why is it that certain people that doesnt have access to my journal know shit thats in my journal. If I wanted them to know I would tell them and no I am not my journal friends only because it wont make a difference if the only people that read your journal are the friends.....

Its really funny how you lean on someone.... call them your friend ( Read more... )

.:The People Who Mean Well:.

My mom and Kat mean well and I know they do but there is always a way of saying things.  You might shoot straight from the hip and I appreciate your honesty. However throwing the past in my face (Kat), being rude, and name calling (mom) aint gonna motivate me at first. You'll probably just get a fuck you from me and I ( Read more... )

OOOOOOH MMMMMMYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

Satan's spawn has reproduced! LOL

Wayne's having a baby. Chardae is pregnant.

Im happy for her cause thats what she always wanted. Im sad for the rest of the world because Wayne done reproduced (and because im srangly feeling like J-Lo in the wedding planner... not too much tho... just a smidge). Lord help us ( Read more... )

But being in love with someone who is trying to fuck all your damned friends... Thats just being a glutton for punishment.

Yo... I neeed some serious detox from Tony.... Serious... this is the ultimate last straw.... I say that and then he flashes that smile and them eyes and that embrace.... I swear!

I need detox from Tony... Im going to see a ( Read more... )

.:Ian "Jersey Boy":.

Him and Jessica has broken up. According to him, they had been fighting ever since he got home and then he catches her out with someone he dubbs "menudo" (which means small... but he was trying to be funny) and thats where it ended. He's really hurting and he's crying cause he loved this gurl and I was baby-ing him and writing ( Read more... )