am i wating for that goddamn phone call

and why am i still?

(btw i want to marry john mayor, k thanks)

 i get so happy cuz i have the most perfect day of being alone
andi realize so much
and i realize that maybe...i can open up
and just maybe, JUST MAYBE
let myself fall

if you can't fix them....take me

a wacked out one from last night

he was gonna play at a concert, and i was so happy for him, but we were late. why were we late? it was summer and i was bare foot, the grass felt so good, i was actually wearing a blue plaid shirt, believe it or not. we were in college station, he grabbed my had, but not as to rush, but as to hold, as a statement (" ( Read more... )

nomatter what anyone says or does
or what i say or do
or how loong it takes
and how long its been
i will never ever be truly happy
cuz somethings wrong with me
way wrong

you're right you know, about what you said/say

but i think we've been good, me and you, never went beyond where we need to go

keep your head up, im  happy that you're looking at the bright side

but still, i hope you're ok, because writing can only get so far

i wont call

i love you and monday then<3

so i watch this movie and i realize that life is passing me by.
im seventeen, and i barely have anything to show for it
no young love, no optomistic future.
no carefree lifestyle, no feeling that i'll live forever

i want to live, god give me the grace to just live.
and love....i want to fall in love.

"everyones talk talk talking how i can't can't be in ( Read more... )

occurances in the past hours:

-shattered glass
-burnt tounge
-insane expenses
-uncontrolable euphoria

Its weird how the world works, you could be having one of the worst days ever ,should be feeling anger and frustration, but you dont.

btw, you know that i can use somebody? someone like you?

and when i mean use...i mean abuse too.
prepared?

you can attempt to clutch at the pieces of me
but you'll never succeed. stop trying, im sick of you trying.

truth be told, i don't believe in fairy tale endings,
and i dont believe that there is a hope,
but i do believe that this will die 
someone will get hurt