words entangled in such hope and pathetic displays of affection.
there is hope for an affair, i get it.
but no. only 2 months, only 2 ppl, only too much.
appreciation and a spark do not equal satisfication.
learning how to breathe never gets easier afterall
internal dammages or not.

i'm nervous and doubtfull, why the fuck am i nervous and doubtfull?

It looks like I got my walls bit so high over the past couple of years that I forgot what its like to like someone. I mean I feel things, obviously, but I also find myself second guessing those feelings. Its weird now, am I just infatuated? Or am I truly falling for him? I don’t get it, I mean he’s not even close to what I consider as “my type”. I ( Read more... )

so life is good:)
blink 182 is back, hellzfucking yeah
im gonna get tutored in math, god knows that i need it
and iknow this sounds fucking repetative, but i will get in shape
im getting there, i'll be there, i know where i want to be and who i want to be
and i will get there, i just need to stop being lazy, i need to care more about my life
my future.
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i lied to my self

just to say im in love

i dont like any of them:)

funny huh?

k so i just realized that i have the greatest friends and family in the whole wide fucking world and life is perfect just the way it is. thank you soo much for everything guys, there'll be a huge ass long speech thing on fb soontime, i swear<3

by the way, i fucking love fucking wesley fucking cabarios...thank you babe, that song was the most amzing ( Read more... )

when will you find your way to me?

i need to loose some fucking weight, im a fucking obese elephant.

like honestly, stop it. i dont want to hurt you.

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"if i gave you love, would you give me up?"

no.<3

yes

you
are
grosss.
bye