I feel like i'm destined to do great things. like out there, something bigger than BR and SCS is waiting for me. But i'm afraid to leave. I afraid of losing relationships that mean so much to me. I'm afraid of failing or being alone or even the thought at some point out there i will feel alone. i don't want to be alone. i don't want to lose my ( Read more... )

As most know, tomorrow is lent. and for the past day i have been pondering as to what i should give up. Becuz im a fatty like that i usually give up something that is associated with food.I want to give up swear but since i swear like it's my job i was thinking that wouldn't be the best of ideas, then i was thinking "maybe i should give up tv". ( Read more... )

I'm currently in an interacial relationship. those who know me aren't all that surprised but i have come to the conclusion that cute black men and sexy asian girls are the hottiest thing since habenaro peppers

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Yesterday and today has done alot for my mood.My JSR as usual saves the day. Me and him had a long talk about all the feelings and things that put me in a bad mood. He just listened. Which was all i think i really needed. i'm starting to find out that holding it in is what i'm used to but really isn't the best way to deal with my issues. And i just ( Read more... )

I'm full of questions and lacking alot of answers. I have an idea as to was some of the answers are and i don't want it to be right. mainly becuz the answer usually doesn't work out in my favor. as usual. I feel distant from people but mainly becuz i caused that distance.I want to be alone but at the same time i don't want to be alone. i don't want ( Read more... )

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Break was awesome...break was good....and i want to go home but school is going well. JRS still rocks my world and i really want to go somewhere kewl for spring break. piece