(From an old FB note of mine this yr. Some days I am reminded how difficult it is to be the BIGGER PERSON- to be mature, calm & rational..yes, even when others' idiocy test your patience to to be the complete opposite. But it's worth it. LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR DRAMA!! I'm just enjoying everything as it comes & learning from any & every situation ( Read more... )

srsly soo much sh*t to get done for tmw & tuesday. final evaluation is gonna be the death of me. I think I work too much..since placement @ a lab-school daycare sucks out all of my energy as it is. But add to that a closing shift @ work, then hmwk after, then repeat process next day =( ughh and stupid direct deposit from work hasnt come into my ( Read more... )

I'm wiser now. I know which friends to trust- who are the true keepers of my secrets. They are the ones that have an accurate picture of the goings-on in my life 'cause I can trust them enough to actually tell them on the regular what the real dealio is about almost everything that goes on with me. They're there for me when I need them to be, they' ( Read more... )

SOCIAL LIFE: (the remnants of it for this month anyways)

- Oct. 11 (Dave & Buster's for Kriztel's b-day, but cant go..instead: Thanksgiving famjam in T-dot)
- Oct. 12 (Actual Thanksgiving)
- Oct. 15th- <3
- Oct. 16th (Halloween Haunt for Will's b-day OR Ryerson jam w/school peeps)
- Oct. 17th (Demetre's w/Judy & Francis, then clubbing for Emily's b-day)
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Things to Save up For:

- Pay off debts I owe Ryan ($1000-ish)
- Pay off debts I owe Mom ($500-ish?)..though technically she spent my $1200 behind my back which I set aside for school
- MAC Face & Body Foundation ($38.50)..I'm almost out of both my MUFE HD & Studio Fix Powder
- H2O+ Sea Results Overnight Perfecting Peel ($35)
- GOSH Velvet Touch Primer ( Read more... )

"I want it all that's why I strive for it....I just wanna be SUCCESSFUL!"- Draaake

MOTHER-FUUUUDGERRR.

I don't think I like my program anymore..and I've been feelin this for a while. can't believe it took me TWO effing colleges to realize this though. my lack of interest is showing up in my lack of attendance yet again...AND that now equals to my "zeroes" adding up :'( If I stay, I'll fail for sure..if I drop out again i'm fucking ( Read more... )

It wasn't until recently that I truly understood, or more like felt/experienced the meaning of this song you sent me long ago, this song we first slow-danced to on that special day:

You're the shooting star,
On my darkest night,
And when I'm with you I feel assured that everything's right.
You're my source of hope,
And the air I breathe,
And the ( Read more... )

(8)"I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me"(8 ( Read more... )

It's scary to have something so special, 'cause you realize you've got that much more to lose.