first things first, favorite bubble tea in existence = sehunnie's favorite. not even mad. i'd drink it with him.
then here come the sads with "He watched Sehun wet his lips with his tongue - nervous habit - and then he gave a tight nod." yep. because really. sehunnie bby is hurting and i can't help but sympathize with him because feels.
lu han pov this time though. i like~~~ ^^
"Lu Han checked his phone first thing every morning, last thing every night -- and finally he got sick of himself and deleted Sehun from his contacts. But that broke him."
BROKEN LU HAN. OH MY GOD. NO. DON'T BE BROKEN.
"His contacts list looked wrong without "Sehunnie~<3" listed there, first on his speed dial. It was just a name. Just a stupid pet name and a number, a number he wasn't allowed to use anymore.
But he needed it."
literally started to die a little by this point because "sehunnie~ <3
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I'M REALLY GLAD YOU LIKED THIS BECAUSE BY THE TIME I WAS FINISHING THIS UP I WAS SO JUST LIKE AHGDPOWEUIR I WASN'T SURE IF IT WAS OKAY OR NOT There was a whole additional scene I typed at the end that got deleted because it was too drawn out and dumb, so yeah. Glad the ending is okay, too~ After I cut it, I wasn't sure if it was too abrupt. ^^; (spoiler: Sehun totally lets him sit there.)
Lay is actually pretty good to write! I knew I had to give Lu Han a friend to confide in, and I knew I wanted it to be someone Chinese...and obviously Kris was out. Because duizhang feels don't need to get involved in any of this. So yeah. Lay alternately deadpanning, being a freaking softie, and offering the best, bluntest advice, because that's how I think he'd be irl.
Okay~ Yeah, text me, gull. I have to meet with my scene partners for my acting class at noon on Sunday, probably just for an hour or two, but other than that I'm free~ Well, that and homework in there somewhere. But you know. ^^;
"But he couldn't forget Sehun. Sehun's smile was in the morning sun, his skin was in the silk of his sheets. His heartbeat was in Lu Han's bloodstream." i was practically sobbing when i read this line
this was so beautifully written omg ;w; like, i felt everything lu han was feeling?? the dying feeling of separation hanging between him and the person that was practically his life buoy for an entire year while in a foreign country and the need, the want, to talk to hear to feel sehun again while he struggles to put his life back to what it was used to (china life) just---ugh
Really happy if this could get to you so much! I think that feeling of missing someone is so powerful -- especially when you're not 'supposed' to miss them, or when you don't necessarily see it coming. You summed this fic up so well alshgpweru That makes me so happy! Haha! I love you, too~ Thank you so much for reading!
Omgggg i wanted to cryyyyyy this was so beautiful and you captured everything sooo perfectly. Okay forgive me for not leaving a longer comment but id start bawling.
Really glad you could get emotionally invested in this little thing! Dry your internal tears with the knowledge that everything is okay in the end~ Thank you for reading!
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not even mad.
i'd drink it with him.
then here come the sads with "He watched Sehun wet his lips with his tongue - nervous habit - and then he gave a tight nod."
yep.
because really.
sehunnie bby is hurting and i can't help but sympathize with him because feels.
lu han pov this time though. i like~~~
^^
"Lu Han checked his phone first thing every morning, last thing every night -- and finally he got sick of himself and deleted Sehun from his contacts.
But that broke him."
BROKEN LU HAN. OH MY GOD.
NO.
DON'T BE BROKEN.
"His contacts list looked wrong without "Sehunnie~<3" listed there, first on his speed dial. It was just a name. Just a stupid pet name and a number, a number he wasn't allowed to use anymore.
But he needed it."
literally started to die a little by this point because "sehunnie~ <3 ( ... )
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There was a whole additional scene I typed at the end that got deleted because it was too drawn out and dumb, so yeah. Glad the ending is okay, too~ After I cut it, I wasn't sure if it was too abrupt. ^^;
(spoiler: Sehun totally lets him sit there.)
Lay is actually pretty good to write! I knew I had to give Lu Han a friend to confide in, and I knew I wanted it to be someone Chinese...and obviously Kris was out. Because duizhang feels don't need to get involved in any of this. So yeah. Lay alternately deadpanning, being a freaking softie, and offering the best, bluntest advice, because that's how I think he'd be irl.
Okay~ Yeah, text me, gull. I have to meet with my scene partners for my acting class at noon on Sunday, probably just for an hour or two, but other than that I'm free~ Well, that and homework in there somewhere. But you know. ^^;
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i was practically sobbing when i read this line
this was so beautifully written omg ;w; like, i felt everything lu han was feeling?? the dying feeling of separation hanging between him and the person that was practically his life buoy for an entire year while in a foreign country and the need, the want, to talk to hear to feel sehun again while he struggles to put his life back to what it was used to (china life) just---ugh
i love this, i love you ( ･_･)♡
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You summed this fic up so well alshgpweru That makes me so happy!
Haha! I love you, too~ Thank you so much for reading!
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I don't know what else to say orz sorry orz
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