i hate being grounded 
                 i hate how parents think sometimes. If they say something its always right. End of discussion. im sick and tired of feeling like a dissapointment to my dad , i told him "oh i wanna do track again" i would think hed be like thats good . No he says " thats wonderful now you can get healthy again" like he thinks ( Read more... )

it is october 29 and its also 1year 5 months paul and i are back together and this time im not taking any shit from anyone like seriously everyone better know we are back together cause im not going through what i went through last week . piece od shit ( Read more... )

well this week has been all about my friends and that makes me really happy i had a sleepover with courtney and tina and that made me happy cause i havent hung out with them in a while we ate alot of food and talked alot. then the rest of the week i hung out with tina . on wednesday i hung out with chelsea and tina yay then Thursday tina and i went ( Read more... )

this weekend was the best weekend i have had in quite a while. well im not grounded at my dads house anymore so yay . i went to courtneys party then after i hung out with paul erika ferg bob and kyle these bunch of people are so fun to be around i love them, i love this day,  this weekend

kay.

im still grounded. i really dont know when my mom is gonna unground me , there are alot of people i wanna hang out with and talk to. i have been really upset latley about stupid shit that happens everyday. i cry myself to sleep every night heck i even wrote a song about it. just things arent going too hott for me i really hate girls sooo much i ( Read more... )

i really hate being grounded the last time i was i think i was like in 7th grade. ugh but whatever tomorrow is my aunts wedding, and i get to see paul for the first time in like over a week. its been killing me i really miss tina and chelsea i love knowing that those girls and i got closer this summer i kinda wanna go back to school just cause i ( Read more... )

well the past few days havent been really good, actually not at all. i feel weird complaining in my journal because i havent done it in a while. my life has been so great i feel like im not supossed to complain, but oh well. my mom and i got in a fight the other day it upsets me alot when we fight because the past few months her and i have become ( Read more... )

well im bored and i thought i would update this for real this time ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

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well im glad its june 11th. only like a few more days til school is out and im so happy for that cause then i can see the people i wanna see and i wont have to see the assholes im forced to see in school. i was thinking alot and i woult like to hang out with courtney cotter really soon i havent talked to her in a long time and i miss her laugh ( Read more... )