Reaching my goal isn't going to be easy, since my metabolism is slowing the f*ck down lately. I can't complain, I barely eat these days, so it's going into mega-saving mode. I lost 400gr in a week and I took everything back on Sunday, during the girl's night out :( I'm not giving up, but I'm definitely eating more.

I'm not bright? I have a lot of "foot-in-mouth" moment, where my mouth disconnects with my brain and does its own thinking, and I often get embarrassed afterwards. My friends call it cute, but at my previous workplace, I was deemed socially awkward because of that. On the flipside, I have the ablity to know exactly what to say to cheer people up, ( Read more... )

So, I've lost abt 2 kgs in a week and half. My goal was to lose 5kgs in 4 weeks, by eating less. It's working, because I'm basically starving myself. The thing is, I live with my family so I have to eat what they eat, and since they eat way too much carbs, and there's no healthy alternative, I just skip meals. It's stupid but food is my enemy ( Read more... )

I've been having a weird soapy taste in my mouth for the past 2 days. Gross.
Apparently, it's due to the over consumption of fluoride. The culprit is either my toothpaste or the tap water. Hmmmm.
I also have frequent headaches, I don't know why.
I want to be an alien.

I put on 5 kgs since the end of my diet in August (because no job+depression+no money to buy healthy stuff). So I've decided to start again, and this time, I want to reach my goal of 55kgs, that means about -4kgs in 4 weeks. I'm going to strictly monitor my eating habit and try to hit the gym more often. I have to attend 2 weddings at the end of ( Read more... )

I just saw a video of a black father hitting his 13 year-old daughter with a belt, while holding her by the hair and calling hoe and other names. Apparently, the girl went missing for 3 days and came back "skimpily dressed". I saw it in a forum, and I was appalled at the amount of people thinking this was ~effective parenting. What the fuck? That ( Read more... )

An acquaintance of mine did something very nice for me today. He brightened my very shitty day, and I'm grateful. It got me thinking ( Read more... )

“Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That's the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won't make time ( Read more... )

And I've gained 5kgs, started biting my nails again, still don't have a job or a boyfriend, am still far from having my own place, and I'm still a bad friend and the worst procrastinator ever. Well, at least I'm regularly taking driving lessons now. I'm not a lost case yet :)

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