to see people you like being less and less interested in talking to you... my pride won't let me hold on to them - actually, my low self-esteem tells me that sooner or later, people will realise how boring I am, and leave me; so I never hold on to people, because I don't have what it takes to make them stay ;_;

I feel like I'm only talking about driving classes and job search; truth is, they are the only things I have going on in my life :( sad life lol. I'm actually quite baffled with the number of people insatisfied with their lives. But, not gonna lie, knowing that I'm not a special case helps me when I'm feeling down. Misery does love company, I guess

RN they're the only thing that keeps me from depressing.

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My last job opportunity turned me down, so I have no job prospect in sight... granted, the job wasn't interesting, but at least it was a backup plan. Now, I'm back at number one. Well, I will find a job someday, but it's having to live with my family for a long time that is hard to take. On the same day, my sis found a job at a great compagny where ( Read more... )

I'm on a way to find a job that is paying well but I'm overqualified for it. So it's going to be boring and tedious for a few years and then it's going to be interesting (if I'm still under the company then ( Read more... )

I called the company where I want to work today, and found out that they were still on the fence about hiring me. This is quite a blow to me because my last interview went quite well and the interviewer even said that the interview process was over, that I should consider myself hired. And the one making things difficult for me is the last ( Read more... )

I've been actively looking for a job for about 2 weeks now. I posted my resume on some job boards and recruiters have been calling about everyday for 2 weeks. The IT field is hiring a lot; I consider myself very lucky. Well, I had interviews with 4 companies. There is one that is at the top of my wishlist; one at the bottom. The last company called ( Read more... )

I've had 6 interviews so far. 2 companies wouldn't take me because I'm not experienced enough, one because I'm too young (not experienced enought too, I guess). The other 3 are fairly interested. Interviewers are weird though. Sometimes, I think I'm bordering on rude when I talk to them, and they deem me convincing for the job. But whenever I stay ( Read more... )

It's kinda hard to think of myself as an adult. I mean I'm 25 so I actually am an adult, but living with my family, not having a job or money of my own yet make me forget how old I am. I need to stop putting myself down in front of people that have achieved more than I did. Feeding my inferiority complex isn't goint to take me far in life, and I ( Read more... )

But I'm bad at it. Like, when I play a game, I open the walkthrough in a new tag and I'm playing according to it. And I'm proud of myself when I beat it. I'm an unapologetic cheater. Also, I want to thank people who write walthrough - so much time saved.