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[shazzamdaman]

Its over now. I understand. I can see what was before the me the entire time. her. Smiling. at times frownig that I couldnt see her. I see you honey. you guide me through the volcanic verbal and staining slander that is this very life we live. I thank you. im sorry. I love you. im here. At home again. Home is you. Im here. With you. Hands held.

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ramblings.. (i really want candy)

[runwsissors]

*waves*. over here.. nooo not there HERE.. SIGH.. i worry so about you.. I want you to think really hard.. when your not tired of course.. but make sure your doing things that you want to do.. its your life too. and i want you to make yourself happy. cause if your not happy then we wont be happy together.. and i know you are not so happy with yourself. I want you to understand and know deep down what a great person you truly are.. ive said it over and over so i wont repeat myself..YOU ARE.. and I am in love with you.. with how you look right this min.. with the you that you are right now.. not some phantom person you wish to be.. or wish you were...we have six short months then college and our future.. you so need to sit and think about what you want to do. you know i will support any choice you make.. if you want to stay here and do the electric thing.. then DO IT!!! its two years and then we could get married after.. whatever you decide im right here beside you and i will always love you. but time is running out for your choice..